Stephanie Andersson

Hey guys!

I got an offer of joining a swedish website as a blogger. Everything will be in swedish, tho I hope you still want to follow me! I'll probably type some posts in english :)

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I'm supposed to have my last meal at 8 pm... BUT I CAN'T! I'm so full that it's impossible to eat more... Even though I'm only at 800 calories so far!


Candice Swanepoel (Retouched) vs Me (Un-retouched) 2 yrs ago

Go figure why I want to get back in shape...

Girl you look good won't you back that ass up
You a fine motherfucker won't you back that ass up
Call me big daddy won't you back that ass up
Girl who is you playing with, won't you back that ass up
You working with some mad shit, you bad, yeah
Girl you working with some mad shit, you bad, yeah

I discovered something new about me. For a while now, I've been really... how do I say it... well, I've been real. You know, if someone did me wrong, I used to just forget about it and move on. Now I don't. If someone does something to me that is not okay. I think about it once, twice and sometimes three times before I act and then I drop a bomb.
Every time I feel like dropping a bomb, I think about it for a while so I'm sure that I'm not overreacting. If I feel like I do, I stay calm. I actually called my psychologist this morning and talked about my behavior. He said that I am NOT overreacting. I told him everything that has happened and he said that I'm normal, and the reason that I'm seeing him is that I haven't been reacting before... Like I used to only brush it off... So I guess I'm "normal" now.
It always feels good to be confirmed by my psychologist about what I'm doing, if it's "right" or "wrong".
He said that I shouldn't waste my time on reality that won't do me good. And that I've now realized what really does me good!

Amen!

During the past month, I've been to Brussels, then went back home. Went to Rome, fell in love with an Australian guy who I proposed to. Drove around in Tuscany, bought some bottles of wine I've had at Era ora in Copenhagen (can only get them there). Then went to Pisa to check out the tower... Got disappointed. Went back home. Unpacked then packed again and went to Stockholm. Stayed over the weekend then went up north to Sundsvall where I used to live as a kid. Haven't been there in 10 years so I visited some friends then went back home the next day. Stayed home for 2 days then went to Toronto in Canada... I'm now back in Sweden and need to leave again.... any ideas where I should go? Think I actually want to stay in Europe.

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Update:
Will go to the south of France to visit another hubby... someone I proposed to in 2008. It's great to have a lot of hubbies! Nah... I wish! This one is seriously hot tho. Could be a future hubby. He calls me wife... so... whatever happens...

Since I last posted, I've become 23 years old(!)

I want to continue bloging, however... I wont have time to write as much about weight loss, health etc as I used to. A lot of things are going on in my life now, got to focus on that. Would you still follow?


From my birthday, April 15th. :)

Leaving for Brussels tomorrow, back on Wednesday. I'll meet someone there who I never thought I'd meet again.

I'm leaving Sweden in May. I'm also leaving Europe. I'm going do all of the things other people dream of, things that are given to me. Because of what I "fake until I make".

A new adventure starts soon. With this, I have became someone else!

I hate it. Let me hate it.

Good morning!

What a lovely friday! I will start it with a powerwalk in a few then work on some stuff I'm planning for my future. I've got a weird thought in my brain the last 2 weeks, something is telling me to move to London. Like, what am I going to do there? I always listen carefully when I get ideas that are repeating themselves, without me forcing them to appear. So, I'll look at some possibilities of moving there... haha wouldn't that be something?

What's strange with my ideas and what I decide is that a lot of things happens during that time that are testing me to see if I really want it or not. Like last december. You might remember that I said that this would be a single year, that I should not be with anyone but myself. Then someone totally knocked me down for a month and then I got back up on my feet and kept walking. I realized that I was not meant to be with someone, I got attracted, but could not feel a thing... So I'm still single. Just the way it is supposed to be! I can be too much to handle to myself sometimes, how could I possibly handle someone else also? There's also too many hot men that I would miss out on... haha... (Though I said that I didn't even want a lover in december... changed my mind now, wouldn't say no to that ;) ) Ah, I might start thinking about relationship stuff when I'm 25. 2 more years of just me! Lovely :) I wonder where I'll be by then... When I'm by myself, big things happen! If you've followed my blog for a long time, you know that I have been really messed up, in a good way!

Okay, let's drop that and do some ab workout and a powerwalk!

Later!

(All of your comments have been answered, if I missed yours, let me know)

What happened to me? I'm sleeping way too much. I fell asleep at 5 am and woke up at 2:30 pm!!!!! NOT OKAY! I've never been jet lagged before. Why now? Ah, I need to be up before 8 am tomorrow so I'd better fall asleep early tonight.

Anyway, just came back from a powerwalk. A great one! Got so many new ideas that I will make something out of. Powerwalking is great for brainstorming. So it's almost 4 pm and it's time for... breakfast?? Huh...

I'm back in Sweden! I need to get some sleep, didn't get a minute of sleep during the flight. I'll update you when I'm human again!

I made it, they let me enter America yet again! Always the same funny questions... Anyway, I haven't been sure about if I should tell where I am and what I'm doing because it's a little too private to share. Though as you can see, I am in Detroit. It's a snowing madness outside but I'm in a super comfertable couch, wearing a huge hoodie that reaches down to my knees. All the dresses I brought here are shorter.
Oh, another funny thing... we went out for breakfast this morning and OH MY GOD it's insane what people eat! A girl came in with her boyfriend or something. They sat down and she ordered something that looked like a gigantic cake! It was pancakes with syrup, whipped cream and jam. It was HUGE and she ate it all! My God...
From a second thing to a third, I'm going out to watch a ball game for the first time ever! I'm so excited :D Bet it will be great! So what am I doing here? Go figure... ;)

Good morning!
Woke up at 8 am and will head out for a long powerwalk in an hour. 9 km. I'm going away tomorrow so I will walk to Olivia, give her a huge hug and then walk back. I really do need a long PW, it feels like I've gained 10 pounds last week (though I haven't) looks like that too... GREAT! I'm going away and I look like a balloon... Then I have to start packing!

Later!

Couldn't be happier that this day is over! I can't wait for the rest of the week to be over either!
7 days left then I'm leaving Sweden for something very exciting...

Hahahaha....



I obviously don't eat a lot of cinnamon rolls so I kinda cheated with some notes...

I am most definitely going blonder, TOMORROW!

What does one do that can't sleep?
Listen to Shayne Ward and dance with herself!

Date-night with the most beautiful girl in the world!

Laaaater ♥

I'm so tired... I don't like this day... But I can't rest yet... I HAVE TO WORK OUT! Otherwise I'd be really upset. Can't stop myself from doing what I love just to please others. After working out I'll go out to see a movie which I'll probably will fall asleep to. My dinner will be in the locker room of the gym...

I really have to RUN down to the gym if I should make it!

Later!

I don't know whats going on with me today but I woke up really happy. Felt happiness throughout every part of my body! The funny thing is that I still feel great! Like, really, really great! I'm singing (though my voice isn't pretty), I'm dancing, I'm smiling more than usual and I kept on doing this while I paid a huge bill for something I didn't want to (this bill has been giving me panic attacks whenever I thought about it, now it was no big deal). I have been so happy today that I felt like I should look like my mood, a little bit lighter on the outside. So I'll do some blonde highlights in my hair after a powerwalk. I'm smiling while I type this... WHAT'S GOING ON?

Haha... whatever it is... let it stay!

I want them to shoooooow noooooooow!!!! Just a little bit... pleeease!

I'm singing along with Katy Perry. Will head out for a powerwalk now. Can't seem get an "ok" photo... Haha, So here's my HAND!