Forgetting
Oh, you are all so amazing, love you guys!
I said that I would tell you about my diet. Haven't started a "new" diet, only cut back on carbs to not look bloated on the beach. I'll give you a post about this soon.
I've been giving you lots of diet tips, and now I need your help.
I just wonder how you can forget about someone? Like completly let them go. How do you do that?
There is one person I can't let go of, even though I was the one who ended it.
God is telling me that I should not let go because it is someone that will be in my life again, in a better way next time. But I am sick of not forgetting... How do you handle this kind of situation?
I said that I would tell you about my diet. Haven't started a "new" diet, only cut back on carbs to not look bloated on the beach. I'll give you a post about this soon.
I've been giving you lots of diet tips, and now I need your help.
I just wonder how you can forget about someone? Like completly let them go. How do you do that?
There is one person I can't let go of, even though I was the one who ended it.
God is telling me that I should not let go because it is someone that will be in my life again, in a better way next time. But I am sick of not forgetting... How do you handle this kind of situation?
Don't make this day an vajayjay day!
Happy valentines! Give and receive lots of love!
Help, please!
My eyes are wet, my heart is bleeding. I'm not a crier though some things can break my heart.
I'm in my own apartment, have food inside of my stomach, can drink water whenever I want to, can take a shower whenever. I can visit my mother or father whenever I feel sad. I have friends I can go to whenever I want to talk or spend some time. I have clothes that keeps me warm. I can light a bulb in a second. I do not have to worry how I'll survive tomorrow. This is nothing one thinks about, but we have to count our blessings! Count your damn blessings! There's so many people in the world that doesn't have our luxury, so many of them dies RIGHT NOW! Right now as I'm typing this, they die!Imagine this. Somewhere in the world, might not be far from you, a child is cold, hungry, alone, without a mother and a father. This child WILL DIE if we don't do whatever we can to help. Please, please, please, from the bottom of my heart, HELP THEM! I don't want anything for christmas, for my birthday, or any day, except this! If I could, I would give every single child in the world a big hug with so much love that my heart would stop.
Do something! Please! The world is so unfair...
www.childhood.se
www.sos-barnbyar.se
http://www.lakareutangranser.se/
http://www.redcross.se/
http://www.hoppetsstjarna.se/index.php
http://www.unicef.se/
http://plansverige.org/
What my eyes have seen, will stay with me...
I fell asleep for 4 hours then got up and went to see my love, Olivia. She sure did put a smile on my face, she always does. I have been visiting two great guys, true gentlemen indeed! Though what I've seen with my two eyes, and the two I stared into, will stay within our four eyes. It sure was pretty, I can tell you that much :)
Don't know if these four eyes will meet again... Because of this I am obviously a little sad but I had fun and feel blessed that I got to meet such great guys! What's important is that we're all happy in our situation, wherever it will end up. Friends, lovers... or nothing.
Whatever happens... happens. I'm not a rusher and I have a lot of things going on that I have to set as my first priority.
So I'm back home with a new interest, basketball! Haha who would have thought? I basically had the shirt on the entire stay (picture)... Loved it because it was like a dress on me! (Tall guy) And now I'm in my couch again with this shirt/dress on, will go to bed now and get some rest. Tomorrow I'll "hire" myself and will be on a diet to get back to where I used to be! Follow me :)
Good night ♥
Great morning!
Hey cuties!
I woke up next to this beautiful girl this morning, Daisy! Isn't she the cutest?
Anyway, went for a powerwalk in the cold, -10°C! What's going on? Though it was sunny and beautiful so I didn't mind. I have like three thousand and fifty eight things to do today so I better get a shower and be productive!
I also woke up next to my beautiful Olivia ♥ I don't think she would like me to take a picture of her when she wakes up and post it on my blog, even though she's always stunning.
Katy Perry / Megan Fox, don't you think?
Gooooooooorgeous!
(Hehe belle belle lägger jag upp Daisy måste du vara med också)
Later!
I woke up next to this beautiful girl this morning, Daisy! Isn't she the cutest?
Anyway, went for a powerwalk in the cold, -10°C! What's going on? Though it was sunny and beautiful so I didn't mind. I have like three thousand and fifty eight things to do today so I better get a shower and be productive!
I also woke up next to my beautiful Olivia ♥ I don't think she would like me to take a picture of her when she wakes up and post it on my blog, even though she's always stunning.
Katy Perry / Megan Fox, don't you think?
Gooooooooorgeous!
(Hehe belle belle lägger jag upp Daisy måste du vara med också)
Later!
I found some photos from Christmas eve, the best day of the year!
If anyone says I'm pretty... It's not hard to see who I got it from (my mother in the red dress). The most beautiful woman in the world! And Olivia is obviously trying to become drunk on "Glögg" which probably was without alcohol. She became "drunk" on 0.2 % cider as a kid... Hehe... ♥
I wonder if it's possible to have a love affair that lasts forever
When I first met this quote, it was march 2009, friday the 13th... (ironic, isn't it?)
I didn't pay attention to it that much then, though when my eyes had been stareing at it several times during a year I finally realized that it's not possible to have a love affair that lasts forever. I so wish it was.
I think I now know that I really don't want a relationship. It's too messy, takes to much of your energy and time. Time that you could invest in your own wellbeing. The only one I want to have a relationship with is with myself. No one is more imporant in your life than yourself.
I can not wait for this year to be over. 2010 has by far been the worst year in my life. Hmm... but maybe I shouldn't say that it's been the worst. I mean like I had to face so many dark sides that I've been forced to confront fear and grow stronger, learn so much about myself, more than I have done in my 22 years.
This year has made me love becoming older. Awesome right? Older and wiser.
What I've seen with my eyes, experienced in life, in only 22 years, is something that very few of us gets to see.
I am proud of who I am today, damn proud!
2011 will be a great start for the rest of my life. I'll leave the city I'm in now, and probably move in with a man, though not a lover, a great friend! Then I'll use my own experience and courage to create the best possible version of life for myself. No man, no lover, only me :)
So Mr Andy Warhol, the only way you can have a love affair that last forever, is that if you create it with yourself!
Help, please!
My eyes are wet, my heart is bleeding. I'm not a crier though some things can break my heart.
I'm in my own apartment, have food inside of my stomach, can drink water whenever I want to, can take a shower whenever. I can visit my mother or father whenever I feel sad. I have friends I can go to whenever I want to talk or spend some time. I have clothes that keeps me warm. I can light a bulb in a second. I do not have to worry how I'll survive tomorrow. This is nothing one thinks about, but we have to count our blessings! Count your damn blessings! There's so many people in the world that doesn't have our luxury, so many of them dies RIGHT NOW! Right now as I'm typing this, they die!
Imagine this. Somewhere in the world, might not be far from you, a child is cold, hungry, alone, without a mother and a father. This child WILL DIE if we don't do whatever we can to help. Please, please, please, from the bottom of my heart, HELP THEM! I don't want anything for christmas, for my birthday, or any day, except this! If I could, I would give every single child in the world a big hug with so much love that my heart would stop.
Do something! Please! The world is so unfair...
www.childhood.se
www.sos-barnbyar.se
http://www.lakareutangranser.se/
http://www.redcross.se/
http://www.hoppetsstjarna.se/index.php
http://www.unicef.se/
http://plansverige.org/
I'm in my own apartment, have food inside of my stomach, can drink water whenever I want to, can take a shower whenever. I can visit my mother or father whenever I feel sad. I have friends I can go to whenever I want to talk or spend some time. I have clothes that keeps me warm. I can light a bulb in a second. I do not have to worry how I'll survive tomorrow. This is nothing one thinks about, but we have to count our blessings! Count your damn blessings! There's so many people in the world that doesn't have our luxury, so many of them dies RIGHT NOW! Right now as I'm typing this, they die!
Imagine this. Somewhere in the world, might not be far from you, a child is cold, hungry, alone, without a mother and a father. This child WILL DIE if we don't do whatever we can to help. Please, please, please, from the bottom of my heart, HELP THEM! I don't want anything for christmas, for my birthday, or any day, except this! If I could, I would give every single child in the world a big hug with so much love that my heart would stop.
Do something! Please! The world is so unfair...
www.childhood.se
www.sos-barnbyar.se
http://www.lakareutangranser.se/
http://www.redcross.se/
http://www.hoppetsstjarna.se/index.php
http://www.unicef.se/
http://plansverige.org/
"Fake relationships"
Oh wow... It's only 1 p.m. and this day is upside-down already! I wish I could share more with you, because I see you as my friends. Though it's a public blog, so anyone can read it. I just do not understand some human behavior. How do I put this... It's like... I'm always honest and real, almost too much of both. You know like I don't have a bunch of friends, I have two close friends. Because I want to give them all the love and attention I can... you can't give that to everybody... It will not work. However, some people think they can have everybody as their friends and tell everybody that they only have one friend, and that is you. Which is obviously a lie, which leads to a relationship without trust, and then leads to heartbreak. After that heartbreak, it leads to a caution when it comes to the next relationship, which might go the same way. Then you get even more cautious and then maybe you might end up as that same person. Someone that collects "fake relationships" in hopes of not getting heartbroken again... I hope that I'll never end up like one of those people. My heart is fragile because I've met people that put me in the category of "fake relationships", and I've been on the edge of joining their circle. My heart is bleeding a little because of this. And I am VERY, VERY cautious when it comes to new relationships! I love with all of my heart, the purest form of love. Sometimes I get angry at myself for giving myself away like this, that I should hold back. To some people I do... When I sense a heartbreak coming, I completely shut down and become cold as ice, because I'm frightened... It should not be like this. Be real to each-other and don't break any hearts! We are all in the same boat.
Is it blurry?
Where do I begin...
... to tell a story of how great life can be.
Ah, wow, Paris! This week was the best week this year, no doubt about that!
I'm so tired that I barely know where I am. Well, I'm back home... But won't be staying here for long... think I'll leave again on thursday (yes, for real). I'll update you as soon as I get up tomorrow!
Paris <3
I'm in PARIS! I love it! Last night we wanted to go out. So first we went to a bar which we found boring and useless. Unattractive men and so on... So as usual, I made a call and got ourself into the best club in Paris, which is also a private club. So then we went to L'Arc, drank champagne all night and went home at 1 pm the next day. Wow what a night! Gorgeous men, Cristal in every glass in a killer nightclub! It's really great to be me sometimes! :)
<3
linnea om In love again...:
du är saknad här när du är "borta" och inläggen kommer mer sällan.
ville bara att du ska veta att du nästintill är övärderelig i denna bloggosfär :)
kram!
Linnea, du gav mig nästan en tår i ögat! Jag vet inte ens var jag ska börja med att förklara hur mycket det du skrev betyder för mig! Ja... nu har jag en tår i ögat på riktigt! Tack, tack, TACK underbara du! All kärlek och lycka i världen till dig! <3
Alone again
It sure wont be fun going to bed without him! :(
Enough of the love talk. Tomorrow is a new day! No BS love then. When did I become so emotional? It's somewhat scary, though a very awesome feeling! Night kids ♥
Red wine, Michael Bublé... and who else?
Thursday evening! I'm sitting in my couch, listening to Michael Bublé's different albums. Drinking a glass of wine while theres candles all over my apartment. Dimmed light and 20 big roses on the table. Right now, it feels like it can't get any better. But wait... It will be! I'm wont be sitting here alone for long. Someone is on his way here ;) It will be a great weekend! Ah, can't wait!
Nothing beats a great, rich red wine!
Guys, YOU HAVE TO LISTEN! Otherwise you'd miss out on the greatest song EVER!
Nothing beats a great, rich red wine!
Guys, YOU HAVE TO LISTEN! Otherwise you'd miss out on the greatest song EVER!
"Woke up the next morning, "someone" has stolen my bike"
My bike is not here anymore, someone has taken it away from me :( I'm so sad... Even though it was an old bike, I loved it! I loved how free I felt while riding it. I took it to the gym, went grocery shopping with it... Did everything together, my bike and I. Now it's gone :( If I find it parked somewhere, I will wait in the bushes, wait untill the bike-thief comes out, then I'll jump on him/her and seriously express my anger. No, I'm not a fighter... but my mouth can make someone cry. When I'm furious, sad, angry and all similar things, my vocabulary becomes intense and I can make someone feel really bad, just with words.
I miss you!
I miss you!
Paris in November
Oh I'm so happy today! I just got myself a ticket to PARIS to go and visit the love of my life! I'll be away for a week in November, how wonderful is that? :D I missed her just as much as a drug addict on rehab misses drugs! I'll be smiling all day, no doubt about that.
Well, I took a powerwalk at 7am this morning, had my peanutbutter and protein. Will get ready, try to look normal, and go to work. I'll be in Malmö today! Then after I have to go to the gym and work my back muscles. Uh.... Need to hurry!
Haha don't know what we're bout to do... But we always go nuts together. We are like the same person, but in two different bodies. Paris <3
Well, I took a powerwalk at 7am this morning, had my peanutbutter and protein. Will get ready, try to look normal, and go to work. I'll be in Malmö today! Then after I have to go to the gym and work my back muscles. Uh.... Need to hurry!
Haha don't know what we're bout to do... But we always go nuts together. We are like the same person, but in two different bodies. Paris <3
LA and Vegas coming up
I'm going to LA and Vegas with my partner in crime, my soul mate, the love of my life! :D I couldn't be happier! It is a "sponsored" trip in business class all the way, although I wanted first class obviosuly due to my greed, but you cant have everything... Even though, we don't have to pay a single penny for the whole trip. Killer hotels, killer shopping, killer parties... ah what more could we ask for? I'm not sure when we leave, but in like 2 weeks or so. AAAAH I just want to jump up and down!
Vegas 2009
Not very flattering photo, although right in front of the Wynn hotel. I stayed at the Encore, better than all the other hotels.
My love and me. Soon we need to take off our coats and wear bikinis instead.
I'm still considering going to Mykonos... Might go on friday. My God I love being me!
Speaking of bikinis, I need to go to the gym. Later!
Vegas 2009
Not very flattering photo, although right in front of the Wynn hotel. I stayed at the Encore, better than all the other hotels.
My love and me. Soon we need to take off our coats and wear bikinis instead.
I'm still considering going to Mykonos... Might go on friday. My God I love being me!
Speaking of bikinis, I need to go to the gym. Later!
