Whenever I get cravings...
... I look at fat people and forget about it.
It really works!
It really works!
Do more of what makes you happy
Candice Swanepoel
Gooooooooooooooorgeous !
Kiss me like you miss me. F*ck me like you hate me.
I'll start hating only if you make me
I can't understand that there's still people who check in daily to see if I updated. I have read all of your comments and your mails and I have missed you like crazy. However, my life has been seriously crazy the last couple of months. Crazy to the point where there has not been any energy to update and put on a smiley face.
I actually miss writing here everyday, read your comments and just have that special connection some of us developed together.
Anyway... Let me tell you what I've been up to...
I've been traveling like crazy for about 3 months. Went everywhere! You name it and I was there!
Then... Something really weird happened. I guess that my brain was left in some other part in the world. I moved in with my ex!!!! Who's only interest was to drink beer in the morning and let me clean up after him. The he put all the blame on me when I decided to move out.
With me I took one dog which we got together... So I'm now a dog owner... Don't get me wrong, I love her and all, but this was not supposed to happen! I did not want a dog!
I moved out while having several panic attacks and the asshole left the apartment with a beer in his hand. No help what-so-ever! I never regret anything in life. But I really do regret him. I really do! The only thing I miss is the other dog, his sister and brother.
So now I'm back in my old apartment, cleaning up the mess he left in me. Tho life goes on and I'm going to go back to being who I once were. I'll erase every memory and move on.
On top of this, I gained 5 kg while living with him. I lost an uncle (may your soul rest in peace, I love you). I lost my best friend to insanity (which she believes is love). Tho I will never lose myself like this again!
The 5 kg's are gone. My uncle is in heaven. My ex-best-friend is probably having a fight with insanity (in her words - love).
This made me start hating. I who have always loved.
Left is me and my dog, Bella.
I actually miss writing here everyday, read your comments and just have that special connection some of us developed together.
Anyway... Let me tell you what I've been up to...
I've been traveling like crazy for about 3 months. Went everywhere! You name it and I was there!
Then... Something really weird happened. I guess that my brain was left in some other part in the world. I moved in with my ex!!!! Who's only interest was to drink beer in the morning and let me clean up after him. The he put all the blame on me when I decided to move out.
With me I took one dog which we got together... So I'm now a dog owner... Don't get me wrong, I love her and all, but this was not supposed to happen! I did not want a dog!
I moved out while having several panic attacks and the asshole left the apartment with a beer in his hand. No help what-so-ever! I never regret anything in life. But I really do regret him. I really do! The only thing I miss is the other dog, his sister and brother.
So now I'm back in my old apartment, cleaning up the mess he left in me. Tho life goes on and I'm going to go back to being who I once were. I'll erase every memory and move on.
On top of this, I gained 5 kg while living with him. I lost an uncle (may your soul rest in peace, I love you). I lost my best friend to insanity (which she believes is love). Tho I will never lose myself like this again!
The 5 kg's are gone. My uncle is in heaven. My ex-best-friend is probably having a fight with insanity (in her words - love).
This made me start hating. I who have always loved.
Left is me and my dog, Bella.
