Megan Fox
She is so gorgeous, it's ridiculous...
Not my favorite tuesday
I don't like this day, don't know why but I just feel down. I guess that's a part of being a woman.
This morning at 8 am I went for a run, and it's funny because when I go down to Jordbodalen there's like 10 people, walking and running, and when I arrive everyone of them disappears. It's like I smell like shit, even though there's duck poop all over the place, weird.
Oh well, my license came today, but I don't know where the place to pick it up is located, I have the address but not the time to look it up. But tomorrow I'm free from school so I'll have plenty of time to find the place and pick up my license.
And come on guys, give me examples of a fun work out... I'll still run every morning, but I want to speed things up and do something else too. Because I totally want to be somewhere else, I'm so sick of the life here. I want my ticket away now!
Am I there yet?
Hippie hair
I'm a master of scales now!
I bought a scale that shows how much of my body contains fat, water and muscle, it's amazing! Now I can be sure that I'm healthy so I don't lose too much water or muscles. I also bought a pedometer that sucks, I walked 50 steps and it counted to 7. I'm taking a walk after dinner so by then it should be fixed. And I got a scale for my food... everything is about weighing... Considering how much money and gas I've spent on these things I should be even more motivated, if not, then I'll end up fat and poor.
Time for "The City".
I need a change in my routine
Good morning! I'm a little upset, the scale isn't moving but I guess that has to do with my body building muscles. My but looks totally different, it's insane how much it can change in just a week and a few days. Although, I'm going to be extra strict with everything. After school, I'm buying a scale so I can weigh the food I eat and keep the calories calculated. And I need to find something else for exercise. This morning I changed the way I run - I started jogging, after a few minutes I ran like crazy for a while and then started jogging again, after a while I ran fast again and so on... I think I need to do something else too, my body has gotten used to my daily exercise and is okay with it, my body needs to work seriously, what shall I do?
I need the car today to go to the shop and buy the scale, otherwise I would walk to school like I normally do. Because of that, I'll get out for a one hour power walk after school.
Hopefully I'll get my test back today, It has been a few weeks now... lazy teacher!
Anyway, I feel great today :)
On top of the world
I'm overwhelmed with different feelings at the moment. After a coffee with a friend I realized, yet again, that this lifestyle isn't for me, I'm not one of the girls in Helsingborg that will stay in Helsingborg. Neither will I relocate to Stockholm and make injection in peoples faces all my life. I am a project which will be finished this summer and the final steps will be taken in Central Park in New York City, summer of 2009. Then, I will look like never before. My skin will be flawless, my hair will shine like a reflection of a mirror and my body will be rock hard and many pounds lighter. I can feel it, I can smell it and soon I'll be able to touch it. I will quit being a dreamer, and start being an achiever.
lalalala
You probably know by now what I do every morning, I went out for a run and bla bla... 
And now I'll go to Väla and other places to see if I can find a TV for my new apartment :)
What do you think about my hair? Changed my bang from the side to the middle, is that better?
"I'm falling in love with your favorite song, I'm gonna sing it all night looooong" LOVE IT!
Getting out
In 25 min it's time to turn everything off. I'm leaving for a long walk to get some fresh air. All day I've been having a polish seizure, which means that I've cleaned, did laundry and made soup for a couple of days forward and now I need to get out. I just tried on another pair of jeans that were very tight a month ago, and now they fit like a glove and I can breathe also. It makes me happy :)
Love it!
Earth hour
DON'T FORGET that it's earth hour tonight at 8:30 pm, turn off everything! And don't just do that tonight, think about it everyday, take action and help our planet, we only have one!
I have to pay for it
It's not glamourous to lose weight.
Yesterday evening I went to the binge house, which is where Olivia lives. They served dinner and after that we had apple pie with vanilla sauce, and that was not enough, I also had popcorn. My tummy started to hurt like hell and I got sad because of all the hard work I've put in to lose weight and then eat it up again. But I tried to get over it, had a glass of water and decided that it's okay to make mistakes, but that I have to pay for them. So this morning I ran like never before and lost count of how many laps I ran after the usually last third lap. Came back home, worked my but and abs off and now I wont have apple pie again! I'm going to take a shower now and later tonight I'll go out for a walk.
Looks like I'm about to cry - I'm not. I'm just very exhausted.
The City
Just came back from Väla where I've been shopping and having coffee with Olivia. I have a lot of stuff to do but I'm going to lay down on my bed and watch a few episodes of "The City", and maybe take a walk after.
A little something to think about... If you constantly should think about if something is embarrassing or not, would you live your life to the fullest?
:D
Look look look look! I can get in to a pair of jeans that were too small when I tried them a month ago :D
And I literarily worked my but off, it looks a lot better now than before. Diet and exercise guys!
Shall I make new low-lights and extensions?
I went trough some photos that I have on my Mac and saw a few from last year when I went out with Malin. I think that this one is pretty cool, I guess my camera started to get drunk... It ended up drunk later... I killed it with a beer, and I don't even drink beer. I loved my hair color then, now it's too blonde for me, because I do it myself, haven't had the time to go to my hairdresser at Catflash, which is the best hairdresser I've ever had! I'm thinking about getting new extensions and make it a little darker again, what do you think?
Look at my low-lights, BEAUTIFUL! Oh well, I'll be back in Jenna's chair soon.
(I'm preparing a shot of tequila, on Malins boob)
My weight is down to 7.2 kg or 15.84 lbs. My total loss is 2.8 kg or 6.16 lbs. I went on a run this morning again, feels incredibly good!
Leaving for school! Back later :)
Somewhere there's a Golden Retriever who's having a seizure
This is for you baby....
Why has my dog got epilepsy?
Often there is no apparent reason why your dog should have developed epilepsy. In some breeds of dog, most notably the German Shepherd, epilepsy is inherited and is most often seen in males. Sometimes epilepsy is the result of minor damage to the brain caused by a blow to the head or as a result of oxygen starvation during a difficult birth. Usually the seizures start many years after the damage had occurred, so it is not easy to make a connection between the two events.
I'm sorry that the dog bit your sagge machine :( maybe we can find a vaccine and cure him... let's give our all!
"Come on and give a donation and save a shaking dalmatian"
Epilep ep ep epileptic
http://www.canine-epilepsy.com/living.html
A good night prayer
Dear Mr God, give me Victoria's body and I promise I'll be a nice girl for the rest of my life :) Amen
I want to go back :'(
From my first day in New York City. I'm going back very soon... just have to run a little more so my body is flawless! Didn't run today but that's okay, like I said, I wanted to have one day off, that day was today. Tomorrow will be harder!
I'm going to get myself a few minutes of tan now, not good for me but I need to be somewhere warm, been freezing for days! (Because of my diet, low calories).
M!
My sweet precious readers, please go to http://mmm.dk/forsidejagten/4 and scroll down the page and search after number 97 and click on "STEM", and if I get many votes I could be on the cover of "M!" and win stuff :) If I win, then I'll give away stuff trough my blog for you... great deal huh? So come on, help me out :) You have to vote for four girls, and then fill in the blanks in the bottom and then press the yellow button "STEM"
It's not that photo... but from the same series :)
Congrats to me!
I know now if this have been a happy day or not... I passed my final test so that means that I have a driving license :D I've been driving to and from school, the best feeling ever!
Although, I think my dad is happier than me, when I called him to tell the news, I cried and my dad started crying and I think that I made his day :) I LOVE YOU! Greatest dad there is!
First try and I passed both tests, that is not normal here, but I made it :)
Thursday
Gwuztvu and I will leave the house in a few minutes. He's happy but I haven't decided yet if I'm happy or feeling down... I have my lucky necklace on, because I need tons of luck today! This day will hopefully put an end to something that's been going on for years... If it turns out the way I planed, then I'll tell you...
Gwuztvu says "have a nice day!"
I'm a success!
A week has passed by, and I'm down to 7,4 kg or 16.28 lbs, so I've lost 2.6 kg or 5.72 lbs :)
My goal is to lose 10 kg/22 lbs by 2 months... As it seems now, I'll lose them earlier... but it will not always be as successful as it is now... It will get harder.
FYI, I don't starve myself, I eat five times a day, fish and veggies. But I'm hungry sometimes, thats just the part of weight loss. I don't trust those who say "Lose weight without being hungry" bullshit... Your body needs to take from your savings to give you energy if you haven't had enough calories, and what kind of result will you get from that? Weight loss!
Keep going strong :) I'm changing my life trough this... not only as a "beach 2009"-goal. And when I've lost all I wanted, I'm buying myself a Hervé Léger dress and a pair of Manolos... Ah... imagine how that would look! Can't wait!
Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait!
After 6 days and 2 kilos...
... I look like this...
The first two is how I look right now after dinner and everything... so the photos lie a little, the difference is bigger in the morning. The third one is from 2 kilos ago. I need a tan...
My diet
I am very, very, very tierd... Hope you like it though :)
One question, does anyone know how to add text in the video? Found a site that does that but I just got upset because it didn't work... help... please?
I PASSED!
I had a test for my driving license this morning, and I passed! I think I'm the happiest girl in Sweden at the moment :D But I'm late to a class, have to run to school, then come back and have lunch, then drive for 2 hours because the final test will be very soon, and then I have my very own license :)
"Godkänd" means that I've passed the test!
Happy :D
Big day!
Sitting in my bed with the two most beautiful thing I have, coffee and the necklace that was a gift from "Herbert". I hope that it will bring me luck today, really need it! In about 1 hour I have a big big test and after that I might get back another one, I'm pretty confident that I'll get good scores, let's see :)
The necklace is from Juicy Couture and the coffee from ZOEGAS (haha)
My running laps
I just saw that a friend on the "oh so brilliant" Facebook has uploaded a few photos of the place where I take my running laps. So, I'm acting like a thief and stole a few of them to show you. Frida, If you do mind then I'll take them away :)
This is where I'm going to get my gorgeous body from. But it smells like shit there sometimes because of duck poop... The ducks "get down and dirty" in Jordbodalen. I will spend another 45 minutes there tomorrow, and it will be even colder! I hope that I'm epileptic tomorrow, that way it will make me feel warmer.
"eremiten var här och retades med mig"
Probably the funniest show for kids in Sweden (in the 80's, or in 2008)
NOOOO I'm joking guys... but I think it's fun to watch now :) Hated it when I grew up.
Hope this will wipe your tears
A comment to why I write my blog in English - Think of Sweden's population, and then think about how many we are in the world that speak/understand English. Try to estimate how high the percentage is for me to make it in Sweden or make it bigger in other countries. Have a look at my Facebook, 2810 approved friends, 490 requests, 90% of them does not know Swedish (from what I can tell by their info). Imagine how many of them that has asked me to write in English, because the Google translator sucks. Finally, do you really think that I want to spend the rest of my life in Sweden? No, I most certainly don't want to. But I could be like all other Swedish girls with blogs, type in a language that isn't even Swedish (teenager-language) and end up like the girl with the biggest blog in Sweden. She has a boyfriend, she has an ok apartment, she's cute... But my god, I would kill myself If I had a life like hers. No no... I have a bigger plan...
If you don't understand English then there's nothing I can do to help you... But try to think twice about what you do in life, and don't be like everybody else. And instead of complaining, think about what YOU can do better, and do it!
2.2 kg!
I'm down to 7.8 kg / 17.16 Lbs, so I've lost a total of 2.2 kg / 4.84 Lbs.... aaaaaaaawesome! :D
At 6 pm I'm going to my new apartment to check it out, but now I have to continue my studies.
run run run run run
Going out for a run in the freezing cold... brrrr... I'm not as happy as I look..
Morning glory
I woke up and saw that it has been freezing during the night. So I didn't take a run at 7 but will do that when I'm back from my driving lessons. The sun is shining now but it looks like it is toooo cold outside so I'll stay in until 9. I had my smoothie and will drink my coffee :)
It will be a hectic day, once it starts... I have an hour left to relax, I'm going to enjoy it!
Hard work, but it will be worth it...
My brain is really working at the moment, trying to memorize 760 different questions and answers. In about two hours I'll go to bed because I have to be up at 7 tomorrow for my running.
I actually haven't had much to eat today, silly me... I wanted to show you that I could eat and still loose weight. But around 7 p.m. I had mackerel with tomato sauce, sweet pees pepper and an apple. Tomorrow will be better! In the end it's all about calories, how many you eat and how much you burn... burn more and loose more... It's as simple as that.
Good night to all of you <3
test
We are studying in bed for a huge test, wish us luck!
Food
For breakfast I had a smoothie with a half banana and a few strawberries, and coffee :) Around 10 am
At 16 pm I had tuna with sweet pees, pepper and a cup of strawberry tea. Usually I eat something in between but I didn't find time to do that today.
I hate this...
I don't feel like studying here anymore... There's no respect what so ever! I'll tell you about it later, I have a class now.
How could you be so "Dr. Evil"?
No I'm not Dr. Evil... :) My favorite song at the moment. Now I'm taking a walk to school.
I'm a loser
I'm down to 8.3 kg or 18.26 lbs, which means that i've lost 1.7 kg or 3.74 lbs :D
I'm going to show you what I eat in one day, and it's quite a lot actually... you'll be surprised!
Coffee and breakfast time.
Hjälp...
Vad fan heter syo-damen på komvux kärnan? Måste ha hennes mail!
Out for a walk
I and Gwuztwu will go out for a walk and then do some grocery shopping. My Ipod is updated and I'm ready to leave!
And I bought a pair of flat shoes, that is so not me! I'm married to heels... but I can't take walks in heels, it costs me too much to get them fixed every week.
...
We miss you... "Herbert"
Internet is for porn(?)
Last tuesday I went to a broadway show called avenue Q, it was amazing and we bought t-shirts with the text "internet is for porn" and went home and did a video, and Herbert the pervert talked about "sagge skål" which basically means "a bowl of sperm". He had a lot of fun with those two words... He even called the doorman a "sagge skål". Keep in mind that we're joking...
And Gwuztwu came in to my bed last night, because when I woke up he was next to me. My son is a genius, he is a tiny dwarf and managed to climb up and into my bed :) (He's the beautiful yellow guy in the video)
Study!
Good morning!
Today will be a quiet day, I'll only study for a test that I have next week and relax. I just came back from running and my stats are down to 8.7 kg or 19.14 lbs, great :) Next friday will be a "rest day" which means that I won't do any exercises, that day is for my body to recover. Breakfast time!
I'm sooooo exhausted
My God... I'm totally exhausted... I ran without a single stop and then came back home and did exercises for my abs and but. I will be in the shower for a long time now and then have a cup of green tea while others are drinking vodka and beer and become fat. And to keep me even more motivated, I decided to set up rewards for every small goal I reach. The first one is that I will give myself a day at a spa after 5 kg (11 lbs). Shower... here I come!
Birthday party
This is how my dad treats his guests. Milk, cookies and a pair of boots out in the cold.
(It's meant to be a joke for my dads friend)
I have to get out now for a run, I'll update later :)
My outfit
I'm in a hurry... later cuties!
My legs are cramping!
It's 11:59 am and I just got up. The alarm on my phone woke me up at 9 but I literarily couldn't move, my legs hurt like never before. So my plan is to rest until I'm back from my dad's and then I hit the tracks and run and then watch the premiere episode of Robinson - I've heard that some of the contestants had to get medical help because they didn't eat for four days, come on! I've spend a whole week without food a few years ago, I didn't die but my brain was twisted at that time. Can't recommend it... If I have some time to kill today then I'll study for a test next week and send in a few things for school, but if not - then thats okay because my father is my number 1 priority today, happy birthday dad <3
(From NYC)
And my stats -
I'm now down to 8.9 kg or 19.8 lbs which means that I've lost 1.1 kg or 2.2 lbs :) :) :) (Diet and exercise!)
Friday
Friday is over and I'll be lying in my bed in a few minutes. The first two photos is from this morning, before I went to my class, and don't you think that the white slippers are H-O-T? *Just kidding (no shit)* And one thing that really sucks is that I can't post my camera photos on my blog with my Mac, what is up with this annoyingly retarded computer? ah... So I have to do that from my old PC. And the third photo is from tonight, and it shows how exhausting it is to spend time with me, they all fell asleep, except the dog... maybe she is epileptic? I miss my bed and I will crash in it now, tomorrow at nine I'll put on my running shoes again and hit Jordbodalen.
Good night <3
Think about the epileptic dogs
Come on and make a donation to save a shaking Dalmatian!
I am an epileptic dog today
I'm tired, and I have the right to be that. During my English lesson I got a million of questions about my New York trip. My teachers asked me about it and then the rest of the students started to ask different things and all of a sudden we started talking about Playboy and then my teacher asks me if I'm all real... Like if my boobs are fake and so on. They are 100% real and that felt strange to talk about in class, oh well... After class I went to Denmark with my mother to buy 20 beautiful big roses for my father that celebrates his birthday tomorrow. Oh God, there will be lots of food and cakes, but I have to resist the cakes and take a longer run tomorrow morning. And now I will go to Väla to buy the fucking usb-cable for my camera, and I will print out a few photos and one of them will be hanging on my wall in a motivating purpose. I will show it when it's done :)
And that's how I look at the moment, tired as hell because i've been feeling like an epileptic dog all day. But I have to keep on moving, these pounds/kilos will not melt if I don't do something about them.
LAAAAATER!
I'm pissed
I bought a new camera a week ago to bring with me to New York. I have many great pictures that I want to show you, but guess what, the usb-cord that I need to transfer the pictures from the camera to my Mac disappeared... Very strange if I may say so myself. And the only one that has been at home is my mother, and she has no idea where it went, I think that we have ghosts that steal usb-cords. So now I have to buy a new one... because I'm not going to wait and see if it decides to turn up someday, I've searched for it everywhere... that is just great! Crap...
Well, here's one for now, from NYC, but not as fun as the others.
Hey there AWESOME mascara!
I've found the love of my life! A new mascara from Max Factor called "False lash effect", I love it! It stays on all day and is very easy to apply, and the result, well you be the judge! I'm staying with Max Factor, they have the best mascaras there is.
Getting ready for school, I will have a speech in English C today, and I will kick ass!
A start of something better
Good morning!
I've been awake since 7:30 am and went for a run at 8 and I feel amazingly fresh and proud of myself. The thing I told you about earlier in my blog was that I know what I want to do, and it gives me tons of energy and is just totally life-changing. And the first step of my new life is to get in shape, I'm writing a log for myself to follow up my results and what I've been eating, because the sweet cupcake life is over! I will work very hard, If I don't it will basically not pay off, right? So I will do cardio for about an hour a day, do some toning/strength workout after, and in 3 months my goal is to be 10 kg(more or less 20-22 lbs) thinner and feel better than ever!
I started yesterday, so lets say that i weighed 10 kg or 22 lbs yesterday and is heading down for 0 (because I wont tell you my real weight, yet). So today I weigh 9.5 kg or 20.9 lbs. But I know that It wont go as fast as it did on one day, it will become harder and harder, but Im in the game :)
PUT IT ON YA!
Herbert the pervert, Gwuzdwu and I are partying hard after a Broadway musical!
Run...
Going out for a run, my t-shirt motivates me.
English
The blog will from now on be in English :) If there is something you're wondering about, don't understand etc, feel free to ask me!
A boost in life...
My visit in New York city ended yesterday afternoon. In a sunny Manhattan I jumped into a cab and left the breathtaking city behind me, the city that had brought tears to my eyes, not of sorrow but of pure joy. Heading to the Newark airport I felt blessed and lucky, with a gentle breeze from the big city air I knew that I was about to visit a level in my life that has yet been anonymous and far away, but is now closer than ever. My heartbeats remind me of what I shall do, each and every breath is a step towards my goal, I know my purpose and I will serve myself with grace, strength and real life dreams.
I feel a rush trough my veins like an heroin addict, I've received the total amount of my fix, now I will use it.
These thoughts and feelings didn't come from nowhere - The man I've spent the best days in my life with, in NYC, made me realize how big life is and I'm not going to throw it away, my time is way to precious.
Thank you, "father of Gwuzdvu" for the best days in my life, I owe you big time! <3
Bye NYC
I'm leaving in an hour, I don't want to :(
Jag vet...
Godmorgon! (det ar morgon i NYC)
Jag har det sjukt bra har i New York City! Vill inte aka hem :( Jag vill stanna kvar har, men jag kommer tillbaka!
Nu har jag bestamt mig for att forandra mitt liv radikalt, det ar detta jag skrev om i ett tidigare inlagg, att jag saknade nagot och visste att nasta stora genombrott snart skulle komma, men jag visste inte vad det var. Nu vet jag! Vad det ar kommer jag att beratta for er :)
Min vistelse i denna staden har forandrat mig enormt mycket, jag VET vad jag vill med mitt liv, antligen! Nu ar det inte langre ett mysterium, herregud sa underbar kansla... ah!
Jag ska ta en dusch, kla pa mig och ge mig ut pa Manhattan och bara vara i denna euforiska drom :)
Jag har det sjukt bra har i New York City! Vill inte aka hem :( Jag vill stanna kvar har, men jag kommer tillbaka!
Nu har jag bestamt mig for att forandra mitt liv radikalt, det ar detta jag skrev om i ett tidigare inlagg, att jag saknade nagot och visste att nasta stora genombrott snart skulle komma, men jag visste inte vad det var. Nu vet jag! Vad det ar kommer jag att beratta for er :)
Min vistelse i denna staden har forandrat mig enormt mycket, jag VET vad jag vill med mitt liv, antligen! Nu ar det inte langre ett mysterium, herregud sa underbar kansla... ah!
Jag ska ta en dusch, kla pa mig och ge mig ut pa Manhattan och bara vara i denna euforiska drom :)
Goodbye Sweden!
We're awake, can't and don't want to sleep. 
In a few hours we'll have lunch in NYC with Gwuztvus father.
...
Äntligen hemma igen. Känner mig fortfarande arg men det är inte lika farligt som det var innan idag. Provet gick bra och första lektionen gick åt till att rita gubbar i mitt block med Therese, vi är konstnärer! Sen fikade vi på espresso house och gick tillbaka till skolan efter det. Nu sitter jag och tråkar fast än jag inte har tid till det, flyget går kl 8 imorgon och jag har massor att göra, bäst att jag sätter igång!
Little miss trouble
Jag är skit arg idag... alltså riktigt arg, och jag ska ha prov! kuk pms!
"Little miss trouble" kommer jag att bli idag om något inte passar.
Hög smärttröskel
Dessa två grejer har jag suttit med i över tre timmar, det är en epilator och pincett. En epilator är en grej med ett par pincetter i som går snabbt och rycker ut hårstrån. Så exakt hela min kropp förutom huvudet är hårfri nu, fan va skönt! 
Gör det ont? Så in i helvete, men efter en timme är man bedövad (ja, där nere också, känns inget efter halva).
Epilatorn köpte jag på Elgiganten förra året för runt 300 kr, mycket bättre än vax enligt mig! Men det är inget för den som är mesig, det kan jag lova.
"Jag vill ta bort den"
Olifka jest stinkkkkiiii!
trött...
Min kamera har kommit... jag orkar inte gå och hämta den... jag orkar inte något idag... fan va trött jag är... jag måste sova lite...
Blablablablabla
Nu ska jag snart ha EN lektion sen ska jag direkt hem och plugga för imorgon och på torsdag så har jag prov. Jag är en jävla PMS kärring dessa dagarna så jag får ta och ursäkta mig för detta humör. Jag kommer snart att göra en Britney...
Ska ringa Catflash idag och se om det finns en tid för spray tan imorgon eller torsdag, jag är lik blek och det är fan inte sexigt... Kameran kommer nog idag också... kul....
I'm leaving
Goodbye Sweden, I'm going to New York to find the father of Gwuzdwu!
Will you miss me? I won't be back.
Åker på fredag!
Take my picture
Jag har jobbat med ett skolarbete, pluggat inför två prov och köpt mig en kamera så att min blogg blir lite roligare. Den kommer om några dagar så tills dess kommer det fortfarande bara vara cam bilder. Fast egentligen så köpte jag kameran för min New York resa, kan ju inte stå och ta bilder med mobilen. 
Och denna gången ska jag vara super försiktig så att denna inte också förstörs. Förra året hade jag ihjäl 4 digitalkameror, hur lyckas jag? Jaja, imorgon blir det en lång men rolig dag. Ska gå upp kl 8, ringa herr polis, fröken massös, sola, duscha och kl 11 ska jag skriva på kontraktet till lägenheten :D sen ska jag vara i skolan i två timmar och kämpa på som aldrig förr eftersom det är sista lektionen innan ett prov. Efter det ska jag till Professionail och fixa mina naglar och köpa några trams saker. Sen ska jag ut och springa i en timme, fortsätta min jakt på en soffa och göra klart ett arbete till skolan and then it's bed time for me and Gwuzdwu.
Kameran tog jag i silver, den andra ser ut som att den är målad med nagellack av en 10-åring.
Meet Gvuzdwu!
Hey all fans!
My name is Gvuzdwu. I'm 6 days old, live at home with my mother Stephanie and my father lives in New York and works as a polish maid. I will go and visit my father as soon as I get my passport and I'll take pictures everywhere and show them in this blog so you can see what i'm doing in the big apple. My mother will go with me because i'm to young to go by myself and my father promised me that we'll go to a gay bar :D I'm so excited! This will be the greatest trip ever! I really miss my dad...
Here's a photo of me and my mother, I have her smile and my fathers hair. My mother is very tired now so she will put me to bed, tell me a goodnight story about my dad and then she's having a cup of coffee and study some more.
I want to be in NYC now!
I'm alive
Jag har inte dött eller något, jag lever! Men som sagt så har jag en del att göra och det tar sjukt mycket tid, återkommer senare idag :)
Friday
Godmorgon! Jag är sjukt stressad och kommer att vara det till kl 1 inatt. Ska snart till skolan och ha två lektioner, varav på en ska jag ha två redovisningar om jag hinner bli redo på en halvtimmes rast. Efter det ska jag ner i stan ett tag, senare ikväll ska jag till Malmö och drar nog hem vid 12 så jag är hemma efter 1. Blir det så att jag åker hem om så ska jag blogga lite, annars hinner jag inte förän imorgon :( Idag har jag på mig min favorit klänning, inköpt på Cirkus förra sommaren.
Nuuu måste jag gå!
Vet inte vad det är för pose jag kör med, och det är ganska sexigt med en dammsugare i bakgrunden! YES!
Pluggis natt
Angående underkläderna, kan man ha dem sista på bikini rundan på turnén jag ska på? Vi får välja mellan bikini och underkläder, kan inte bestämma mig. 
När jag kom hem från skolan så började jag plugga direkt, har kommit halvvägs med Naturkunskapen. Tog en paus nu och ska strax fortsätta och göra klart allt, sen ska jag skriva två saker som ska lämnas in imorgon, plus att jag ska plugga på två redovisningar som också är imorgon. Efter det ska jag fixa en hemlis och hinner förhoppningsvis med några timmars sömn. Nu ska jag ladda med kaffe!
Underkläder
Jag vill köpa nya och snygga underkläder och tittar runt på nätet efter några, hittade lite fint men vill egentligen testa dem först. Är det någon som vet en underklädesaffär i Helsingborg med sjukt snygga underkläder som inte kostar för mycket?
Det jag har hittat ser ut så här;
Den sista ska vara i svart, vad tycker ni?
Pass
Jag har tagit 20 olika bilder och ser ut som en skräcködla på alla så jag gjorde "ole dole doff" och det blev den här. Det är inte bra att det är så, för jag ska fixa ett nytt pass idag, och det ska jag inte byta ut förän jag är 30.
Nu ska jag äta broccoli och vänta på att min pappa ska komma förbi, sen blir det ett besök hos polisen så att jag kan komma ifrån detta landet.
Mascara
Igår köpte jag en ny mascara, jag har alltid använt Max Factor Masterpiece men ville testa en ny och bestämde mig för "Volume Collagene" från L´oréal. Vanligtvis så brukar jag testa något en andra gång innan jag säger vad jag tycker men skiter i det nu. Först blev jag jätte besviken eftersom fransarna började klumpa sig, men nu känns dem helt okej, vad tycker ni?
Inte riktigt som jag förväntade mig, går tillbaka till Max Factor efter den här.
Onsdag
God förmiddag söta köttbullar!
Har en data lektion nu och jag älskar de lektionerna för jag hinner kolla mail, göra andra saker och samtidigt göra mina uppgifter, jag sparar tid. Igår kväll höll jag på att boka en resa till New York, skulle ha åkt om 2 timmar men mitt pass går ut om en månad så jag måste fixa nytt först, typiskt. Ska fixa det idag och åka nästa vecka, orkar inte vara här en dag till.
Fast det jobbiga med denna lektionen är att det doftar tax free på flygplatsen här inne av alla dofter, dem badar i parfymer, konstigt att jag alltid får huvudvärk när jag är här?
Har en data lektion nu och jag älskar de lektionerna för jag hinner kolla mail, göra andra saker och samtidigt göra mina uppgifter, jag sparar tid. Igår kväll höll jag på att boka en resa till New York, skulle ha åkt om 2 timmar men mitt pass går ut om en månad så jag måste fixa nytt först, typiskt. Ska fixa det idag och åka nästa vecka, orkar inte vara här en dag till.
Fast det jobbiga med denna lektionen är att det doftar tax free på flygplatsen här inne av alla dofter, dem badar i parfymer, konstigt att jag alltid får huvudvärk när jag är här?
Jag tror jag snart svimmar
Det är helt galet hur mycket arbete jag tar på mig... snart kommer jag säga ifrån ordentligt.
Jag klarade halkan, woho! Fick brev och mail om nya projekt/jobb som jag måste ta tag i DIREKT. Nästa vecka har jag två prov, veckan efter två till plus en redovisning. Veckan efter det har jag uppskrivning och uppkörning... jag ska hinna träna, laga mat till mig själv, städa, tvätta och se vacker ut... allt på en gång... och självklart plugga i alla andra ämnen under tiden jag pluggar till ett prov. Och som toppen av isberget så ska jag hinna vara super glad, svara i min mobil dygnet runt, hinna träffa alla vänner, förklara för alla att jag inte riktigt hinner pga att jag är upptagen...
Så jag ber er, snälla respektera att jag har tagit på mig alldeles för mycket saker, jag är ingen robot... fast än jag sover i 4 timmar och är igång exakt varje minut av den vakna tiden. Dessutom har jag PMS nu....
OH FUCK!
Jag fick mail från dem jag ska på turné med.... detta står med i mailet...
*IdaAida spiller. I mellemtiden klæder I om i bussen og gør jer klar til
bikinirunden.
BIKINIRUNDEN!!!!!!! HELVETE MÅSTE UT OCH SPRINGA I 3 TIMMAR!
FANFANFANFAN!
...
Good night! Imorgon har jag halka :) Det kommer bli skit kul!
Saft och glass
Hej titta på mig jag är 5 år gammal och dricker saft!
Var nyss på ICA och postade ett brev till DK för turnén jag ska på, passade på att köpa saft och glass och gå mina 30 minuter (mars löfte). Kanske inte så bra att trycka i sig glass när jag har plåtningar framför mig och inte har någon aning om klädseln för turnén, men det löser sig. Ska slänga ner mig själv på golvet och göra 300 sit ups sen ska jag plugga kemi för jag är sjukt mycket efter och det är inte okej! Jag har varit på bra humör idag, vet inte varför men det är ju skit bra :)
Steffi 5 år (fem-och-ett-halvt)
Mondaaay
Känner inte alls för att gå till skolan idag, konstigt att det är så varje måndag... nej.
Men har prov i programhantering nästa vecka och har den lektionen idag så jag måste, jag ska ju ha MVG.
Ja och ni vet igår solade jag ju, det blev 8 minuter i ett stå-solarium, och jävlar vad jag har blivit bränd! Trodde inte att det skulle ta så hårt som det gjorde på mig, fast å andra sidan så har jag inte solat på några månader för att jag inte vill åldras i förtid. Men nu ser jag ut som en gris och hatar min bh för att den skaver som fan, vill bara let them out men det funkar ju inte, tuttar på vift. Med bara mascara på ska jag snart bege mig till en kemi lektion... vill hellre sticka till New York och shoppa på 5th avenue.... och vet ni vad, det ska jag snart! Tror det blir efter min födelsedag, alltså i april.
Och den 17:e april ska jag jobba i DK med M!'s forsides tour, så kom till Retro eller till ett annat ställe som jag inte minns. Där finns jag den dagen... bla bla orkar inte skriva mer
Vem har stans snyggaste tänder?
Det har jag! Men det kan ni också få - tack www.tandblekning.com för mitt grymma leende!
Löfte för mars
Här ska det snart komma fram en grymt snygg mage! Wait and see!
