Stephanie Andersson

"We believe that climate change is a global problem..."
- Nick from Backstreet boys (with a serious look in his face)


NO SHIT?


Maybe I just laugh and make fun of that quote because I had a crush on him when I was a kid...

Feels odd to not do anything... I went to see my sad and when I came back home I took out my books and started reading economics... I had my last test yesterday! So I've been sitting and stareing into the wall - or no... I haven't. I've been checking out new courses, I think I know what I'll do next year... Just have to be smart and not waste time on things that wont take me anywhere.
It's actually bad that I have time off, everything is much easier if I have stuff to do all the time... I just think now, bright side though is that I plan my future, but some things are kinda irrelevant... stuff that I shouldn't spend time on thinking about. But 2010 is already looking good, just got to stay positive and things will go my way! 2009 has been awesome, never felt worse at times, neither have I been happier than during this year. The sun is shining in 2010, I know that :)

Tell me what you think and if I should continue :)

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Christmas is coming up, which accordingly to me, is the best time of the year. Every year we celebrate this lovely holiday at my aunts place with kick ass awesome food, cookies, pastries, candy and great company. I've been asked several times what I wish to get for Christmas and since I was a kid I always said that I want a pony because I never know what to wish for (except great health for my loved ones... yes... seriously, I only wish for that). But if we all get lucky enough to have great health and be happy... here's my wish list for Christmas! (Not in chronological order)

• A new bed, my old one killed my back and made me cry in pain for a whole day
• A pair of boobs. (Lost my huge boobs somewhere in the park along with a couple of kilos)
• A couple of thousand dollars so I can study abroad instead of Sweden. (Psychology or law at Berkeley please!)
• A big ass house in OC, or where the sun shines
• A trip to a tropical paradise (one week is fine)
• A crock Birkin' bag along with Kelly Ripas insane body (with boobs though)

I don't wish for much right? Anyway, I just want the people I love to be happy and have good health. The things on my wish list are things I'll fight for myself, they'll come along!
I asked my mom last night with tears of pain in my eyes (because of my back) what she wished for this Christmas. She replied (with big sad puppy eyes) that she wished for her daughter to be healthy and happy. MY GOD that was intense... because I so want us all to just be that! And thats the hardest thing to give...

So dear Santa, let my family, friends and others that are in my big ass heart, be as awesome as they can be! (and put a new pair of boobs in the bag too, I don't want a pony this year).

The brightest star in the sky ♥


I'm studying like crazy, never studied harder than now... So that's why updates are shitty... sorry! I'll be back :)

Hahah my god I look dorky! But it was awesome :)
Although I almost got killed because of being pulled around on the ice in a high speed. Very dangerous...

Oh, they are so damn beautiful!

Yeeeeeeeeees another MVG!!!!!!!!! :D I kick ass!

I do look much better, that's for sure!

Many of you has been curious about who I've been dating and seeing in New York many times this year... And I'm glad to let you know that I finally can reveal who he is... watch the video and enjoy...

Something that made me smile and laugh last night was this guy, who makes me react the way I do because I think he is so not made for this video. The song is okay, not my favorite genre, but I admit it's catchy. The thing I find funny is that he looks like a "Torghandlare-på-GA-som-säljer-frukt", which is kinda like a market trader (if that's the right words for this profession in English). I guess he's talented or has something special, but it looks so ridiculous that it makes me laugh. It's kinda like when mr Gaultier put a huge girl on the runway amongst the skinny ones, or when George W Bush became president, it's just not right! Anyway, not making fun of him, he just makes me have fun :)

I am, like everybody else, a human that laughs and cries, has ups and downs. I'm not cold as a stone which some of you think. What I think is amazing is how I sometimes go through really shitty things and don't let a tear loose, but sometimes cry out an intire ocean in one time. Everyone goes through difficult things in life, I'm fully aware of that and don't pitty myself at all when I'm sad, someone is feeling worse than me somewhere.
I love life, I love everything that life is about. But right now, I'm crying oceans from morning to night.
I'm not really sure why I tell you this, maybe because I want you to see that I also break down at times and cry my eyes out, maybe because I just feel that I have to... I don't know... I'm sick of crying, it's starting to become physically painful... It would be impossible for me to fall asleep alone tonight so I'm staying with someone that is as close to me as a sister would be, Olivia. She makes me smile when no one else can make me feel anything ♥