Stephanie Andersson

To vote for me! :D It's almost over and she's leading, not good! Come on, help me out!

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Feels like I'm getting a cold, which I havent had in years so I made myself a drink with lemon juice and other vitamins. I also had a lot of garlic in my dinner today, my breath is angelic!
Looks like pee in a bottle, yummie!

My God when does it stop raining??? I want to go out!

A day like this, I would really appreciate a gym to go to. It's raining and I want to work out even though I ran for an hour this morning. I can do sit-ups, push-ups, jump up and down but I want to do more... uh... But I hate going to the gym, everyone sweats and you inhale that, disgusting. And it's crowded a day like this... I'm having a complaining day, feels like everything is shitty today... stupid rain...

going to meet my dad and then get some sushi, yum!

This is the most important key to weight loss. Motivation is the need to minimize physical pain and maximize pleasure, without a goal in sight you wont get there.

Ask yourself –

• Why do I want to lose weight?
• How much do I want to lose?
• What will I have to do to get there?
• How will I feel once I have the body I want?

If you have a reason why, it might be because of health issues – maybe you’re obese and in danger of diseases such as diabetes, high blood pressure etc. If that is the case, do not go by my way, see a doctor and let him/her help you.

If your reason is to feel good, look amazing and have a perfect body, then go by my words.
Let me tell you about what motivated me. I went to NYC in March this year, a chubby girl with modeling dreams. Obviously I had to have a different body if I wanted to be a model, which I somewhat knew but didn’t understand completely. I always struggled with my weight, went on different diets and bought oh so many diet pills, neither of that helped me. I had periods when I went to the gym and thought “this time I will succeed”. But that didn’t work either, because I went like 3 times a week, ate the same kind of food and had late night snacks. I thought it was okay because I was going to work it of at the gym anyway, it did not work! A lack of motivation.

In NYC, I realized that it was now or never, I couldn’t think “Oh I’ll just start on Monday” and when Monday came, I had a pizza and my only workout was digesting the pizza. I started to picture myself how it would be if I lost the weight, I saw myself as a thin, gorgeous and happy girl, stronger than ever because of a completed challenge. The kick I got in my but was so powerful and I knew the answers to the questions I wrote. I was basically too fat to be the one I dreamed of and the fat had to go away, if I reached my goal and modeling didn’t go as planed; at least I gave it a try. The other thing that was a huge motivation was a trip back to NYC once I lost 10 kilos. 10 kilos later, I was back in NYC! The feeling of that achievement is something that I will never be able to explain.

So look at yourself in the mirror, naked! Look for a while, turn around and lie down on your bed, close your eyes and imagine how you will look once you’ve reached your goal, how aroused by happiness you will be and how much lighter you’ll feel! Think to yourself that you will do this, not for anyone else than for only you, you will fight so, so, so hard for this dream that will come true. Feel it, taste it, find your inner motivation. Reward yourself after every small goal you achieve (not with food). Give yourself a day at a spa or a trip somewhere and don’t go until your small goal is reached, don’t cheat.

Without motivation, you will fail, trust me! So don’t start unless you have that powerful inner motivation, you have to be able to taste and feel it! If you do, a journey of hard work lies ahead of you, no one can do it for you, it’s all your choice and actions.

Remember, the mind is powerfull!

I've got hundreds and hundreds of mails and comments about my weight loss and how I did it. I've always said that you should check the category "Weight loss" but now I've decided to start from the beginning and go one step at a time explaining the keys to successful weight loss. Follow my tips and tricks and i guarantee that you will lose weight too if you give 200% from day one!

Going home to Olivia for DINNER! I'm starving! I need to wear a turtleneck because of the stupid cold... brr...

just tried on a skirt in size 32, fits like a glove! I love being a size zero! Just tried it on for fun, not getting it.

Sorry guys, didn't have any connection in the Polish forest so couldn't blog from there, but now I'm back! I thought that I was going to gain a lot but the scale showed 54,7 yesterday which is good. Still gained 0.7 even though I ran for an hour every day. I'm happy that I went to see my relatives in Poland, but staying in a forest for a week, with bugs, frogs and different animals is not really me. Ah god, feels so good to be back home.

Can't upload any pics today, blogg.se never works... I'll update tomorrow :)

Lisa, jag har försökt men den kommer inte upp, handlar inte om att vara trevlig eller otrevlig, ibland är tekniken boven i det hela. Men svar på din fråga, H&M 399 kr.

Love the last one ;D

Good morning! I woke up at 8 today and felt rested and fresh. So far I've had breakfast, took a shower and got dressed. I wanted to go for a run today but obviously my legs hurt like nothing else. Anyway, I found myself on moore.se where you can vote for me if you want me to stay in the magazine and within glamour modeling. If I don't go through this issue, I will stop modeling in underwear and bikinis, and I will also stop posting the kind of photos I put up sometimes, you know what I mean ;) so help me decide and vote! Natural boobs vs fake! haha :)




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outfit for today

outfit for today

Wow what a day... I woke up at 10, stayed in bed for a while and headed out for a run. The thought was to run for one hour, but after one hour I saw a sign that said "Påarp" which is where my dad lives. Påarp is quite far away from my apartment, it takes me 15 to 20 minutes to get there by car. When I saw the sign on my way back I got the crazy idea to run to Påarp and see my dad, so I did. After 2 hours of running, I was in Påarp but my dad was not home. I was thirsty like crazy and almost wanted to drink rain water that was in a big barrel, but obviously I didn't drink it. I laid down on a couch in his garden and waited for him to come home. I saw him for half an hour and ran back home in one hour and 20 minutes. So the total time for running today is 3 hours and 20 minutes, about 1500 calories burned... who does that? I'm not normal... The weird thing is that I'm not even tired. My legs will hurt like hell tomorrow, that's for sure!

we're all enjoying it!

so am I :-)

Tatti is enjoying the drink!

Hamnkrogen, im having so much fun! Here with Maryam!

We're out!

My new dress that I got yesterday, love it!

Ready to party! I'll update from my phone all night so I'd better not have too many drinks... or should I? I bet that you'd like the posts better after a few drinks!

this is so much fun! Three bags up and down many stairs, woho!

I'm Cinderella today with my hairstyle. Going to the city, laaaater!

tanning! Not as red as last time, progress!

One of my outfits on Copenhagen Fashion week. Jacket from Patrizia Pepe, pants from Dagmar.


Some of the models :)

I just had lunch, with this view. Going back home now :-)

i've been to the citylibrary and got two books, I will know everything about babylone! Both are written in english, which is excellent! I'm going back home soon so I can start reading.

It may not have passed you by that the crown princess Victoria and her younger sister Madeleine are engaged to two average (if I may say so) guys. Daniel Westling is a gym owner from Ockelbo and will be given the title of “Prince Daniel, duke of Västergötland”. While Jonas Bergström is as a lawyer and comes from an upper class society and will also be given the title of “duke”. Monarchy is a form of government in it’s meaning is absolutely or nominally lodged with an individual, who is the head of state, for life or until abdication. The one who heads a monarchy is called a monarch. For the period of the ancient and medieval times, this was a general form of government in the world. What separates a monarchy from a republic is that in the monarchy, the monarch is in most cases head of state for life. In a republic, the president is often selected for a certain time of a government period. Some people say that Sweden should abrogate the monarchy to give other people that have the skills to be head of state, others think that the Swedish monarchy is a beautiful way to portray Sweden. Maybe I’m going to far with this but compare the US and Sweden, how would today be like if we switched places, just a funny thought.



Going back to our striking princesses, some say that it’s immoral that they marry someone that’s an “average Joe”, due to that the Bernadotte generation would evaporate with children from a family that is not a part of monarchy. To which side should we take part? Are we so tied up in the belief of certain classes? I wonder, what image it would send to the rest of the world, if the monarchy wouldn’t accept someone from “their own people” to unite with them?

Is the human being able to perfectly serve a purpose? In the endeavor of perfection many gets enamored of the image one sees of being a perfect body, mind and soul. We believe that the state would bring us true gaiety and make us stronger than no one else. Imagine the kind of perfection where nothing else can make you better, you are the best there is, more than you were meant to be. To look more into the denotation of the word “perfection”, Aristotle distinguishes the shades of the concept. In book “Delta of the Metaphysics” he set up three meanings of the term.

• That is perfect, which is complete, which contains all the requisite parts
• That is perfect, which is so good that nothing of the kind could be better
• That is perfect, which has attained its purpose

Wouldn’t this be something to set one’s sights on? Let me convey you the truth about me. If I would keep on going in the same pace as I did when I lost the most, If I would even for a flash didn’t stop and bawl out at myself to stop what I was doing, I wouldn’t be here, I would in the best circumstances be in a hospital. At the age of 16, something happened to me that made me lose a lot of weight, at the same time I developed an eating disorder which kept going on for a few years (but is now under control), all in the endeavor of perfection. A yearning for being perfect is not only what one sees on the exterior. We daily practice our mind and soul to develop into more than dust in space.

Now that I consider that I have a perfect body, the one I always sought after, I ask myself what more I’ve done for my part while time passed. A year ago, I picked up on my studies and ended with grades that can with no doubt be called as “perfection” and I’m going back in a month for additional education. I studied hard to get my driving license, and I got it at the first attempt. I gave up smoking after 7 years of daily cigarettes. I gave up my drinking weekends and stayed at home with a glass of water. I got my first own apartment and said hello to independence. I improved dramatically in English with the help from a now very torn out dictionary, bloging and talking. A couple of years back, I couldn’t even spell a word correctly. I fulfilled my dreams regarding being in Magazines, I walked on fashion week. And most importantly, I enhanced my spirit a lot, as a human being.

But truthfully, I don’t care! That is past, history, what matters is what happens tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Isn’t that in a way somewhat sad when you first reflect on it? What I mean is that I can be as happy as when Jesus was born in a miraculous way (“Virgin Mary”, who is she trying to fool?). And I can think about what I’ve done and say good job Steffi! But with only thoughts, words and thankfulness, and without the effort, I wont be able to go on tomorrow. I want to say that I’m not in the competition for perfection, but sadly I am, and sadly I think that all people who are trying to be successful are. But we will never be in the Utopia of perfection, no matter how hard we try, no one is perfect. We can learn how to talk, how to speak, how to behave. We can change our body, our mind and become brainwashed by media, people etc. But the world has a twisted perception of humans, believing that some are superheroes and can do anything effortlessly. That’s what they fool us with, and wants us to accept as true, and we imitate and try ourselves.

      -   That is perfect, which we create in our minds and choose to have faith in.

I'm kinda upset. Remember when I told you that I was in a music video for Sarah Dawn Finer? I worked for 6 hours, they gave me a single scene and everything... The video is out, and the only thing you can see of me is in the left corner at the club. I guess I was too good to be shown more, like girls shouldn't be wearing white on weddings (except for the bride) just so that you're not more beautiful than her. (I'm joking) Ah, anyway.. here it is... Look for a blonde in the left corner...

Lalala... I'm going out for a walk.. laaater!

It stopped raining after a while so I went out for a long walk and ended up tanning which I don't do often but needed to get some color on my pale skin. Did I get a tan? No! (as usual)

I wanted to go out for a run, but it's raining :( What should I do now for a few hours? I got up early just so I could go running and I have to do laundry at 12... so now it's 3 hours of... what?

my first mobile update, we'll see if it's any good...

I should be in Stockholm by now, but guess what... I missed my train yesterday! I never miss trains, flights or whatever, but yesterday I did and I think that there was a reason for that. I drove my mom to her aunt and my dad lives just down the street so I went to him and as soon as I saw him he had the biggest smile on his face which is the best gift I could ever get. I spent some time with him, got back home and went to pick up my mom later. Then I met my grandmothers brother whom I've never met before. He was a copy of my grandmother (she died in 99, but it feels like yesterday). When he saw me, he also got a big smile on his face and it made me feel so blessed and humble and I almost started to cry, thinking about my grandmother and all of my relatives (makes me drop a few tears now as I type). I and my mom went to pick up some chinese food and got back to my apartment and watched The Pianist which randomly just got on the TV when I turned it on (I'm half Polish). I fell asleep afterwards and my mother stayed with me until the morning. This makes me so happy that I missed the train.

So, on which site am I on now? The stats of visitors are a lot higher than yesterday... Come on.. tell me...

After a few months of hard work, I made it to Copenhagen Fashion Week 2009 with a height of only 174 cm, I made it! 

Uuuuuuaaaah I'm exhausted but I need to pack and then I'm going to bed!

Hahaha oh my god look at this! A sheep in Norway got stuck in an electric wire or whatever it is.
I feel bad for the poor sheep but can't help that I'm laughing!

I let John Mayer rest this morning, poor guy. I'm going to the city for a small photo shoot and then I'll go and get a massage, I so need it now! Every part of my body is so tense and everything hurts :( Tomorrow I'll be back in Helsingborg for 2 days, and on friday I have the biggest thing going on for me, I might be signed with a top fashion agency! I'm soooo nervous but I know that I'll kick ass on the fashion week anyway :)

A few months back, I was 15 kg bigger and dreamed of having a flat stomach. I looked at a picture of Britney Spears when she looked her best and I told you in my blog that I would have a flat stomach too and said "just wait!" and voila, I have it! :D

John Mayer is here right in front of me, singing beautiful songs and I'm enchanted. He's not here in person though (so sad) but he's on my Spotify and I've been trying to leave to go to the city for a while but he keeps me in. But now I have to go... just one more song and then I'm out...

Even just for a day...

Please don't read this if you're underaged ( I know you will anyway ) just wanted to warn you!

I'm not a doctor, dentist, lawyer, neither do I work at a supermarket. I am an aspiring model, trying to become the best that I can be. Travel the world, walk runways, photo shoots, meet exciting people, experience different cultures and live a jet-set life. That would be awesome, right? What I've always known is that the industry is tough, you need to be skinny, tall, beautiful in many ways, have the right attitude, an amazing personality and have a hunger for success, not for food.

I went to the emergency room at Karolinska and my god they are ignorant! At first they didnt feel like letting me in because they didnt think that it was serious and said that I should go to Helsingborg instead. I didn't agree and I told them that this was serious and I needed to get tested so they let me in after a while. A few hours later, I got to meet a nurse who took a few blood test, and there was blood! Something went wrong and I bleeded a lot but got a few tissues and was told to sit down and wait. There is no sugar what so ever in my diet and the dizziness came right away and I told them that I was about to faint, but yet again I had to just sit down and wait for my turn. The tissues were red and I was pale as snow, a few hours later they told me that NOTHING was wrong, and I was still bleeding! The nurses weighed me and said that I was underweight, no kidding? And started to ask if there was any chance that I might have an eating disorder, I don't have one, end of discussion. Anyway, what the doctor said shocked me, he said that it's totally fine to not eat much at all because WE DON'T WANT TO BE FAT! And he looked like Bert from sesame street. At the end, they just said that this happened because I am stressed, I am not stressed! But I still need to go to my doctor in Helsingborg to do other tests, because they couldn't do more there... The bleeding stopped after a few hours but my gray shirt is now red.

And I DONT have the swine flu!


My doctor for today

I took a shower, put make up on and everything and went to the station to take the train to the city to find a farmacy. At the trainstation I though that I would die. I started sweating like a pig and couldn't breathe so I had to walk back. My god, what's going on with me? My mom says that my body is weak, therefor the nosebleeding... but come on? Get thougher silly body! I'm taking it out for a walk...

I will love them until my heart stops beating ♥

Hey miss fatty fatty! Haha I was much bigger when this picture was taken. Anyway, you'll be able to vote for me in "stadskampen" soon, I'll give you the link when it's up and I hope that EVERYONE will vote for me! Otherwise I'll need to kick your ass! ;D

God, I need to rest, I don't feel better yet... :(

I woke up with cramps in my head and I felt like jumping from the window, I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and saw that I have a heavy flow! But not from the lover part, I was bleeding from my nose! I haven't done that since like 10 years ago so this is not good. I haven't been feeling well for a while but I ignored it but I can't do that anymore, I need to see mr doctor!

Stupid nose... I was going to see the pride parade today, but a bleeding nose and kramps all over my body wont make it a good idea.

(Sexy picture)